I'm not strong enough to stay away
Can't run from you
I just run back to you
Like a moth I'm drawn into your flame
Say my name, but it's not the same
You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride
And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to its knees

[Chorus]

And it's killin' me when you're away, and I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused, So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain.
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

I'm not strong enough to stay away
What can I do?
I would die without you
And with your presence my heart knows no shame
I'm not to blame
Cause you bring my heart to its knees

[Chorus]

And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused, So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

There's nothing I can do
My heart is chain to you
And I can't get free
Look what this has done to me

[Chorus]

And it's killin' me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay.
I'm so confused, So hard to choose.
Between the pleasure and the pain
And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right.
Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overrule my mind.
And I'm not strong enough to stay away

not strong enough, strong enough (to stay away)

          - Not Strong Enough by
                 Apocalyptica (feat. Brent Smith) -
                                                www.youtube.com/watch

This is how I feel. Yeah. Eipä mulla oikeestaan muuta.